crazy. thats how u drive me.

2006-07-13T04:09:00.000+08:00

walao!! walao i typed a blog entry for over an hour liao den my stpd my STUPID com jz refreshed the whole thing..!!! ahhhhhhhhh!! what the.

fine. im PAtient. i'll try to retype the whole stupid thing.
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ok. been a lazy day. ANd frustrating one considerin wad happened to me for the past few mins. ARgh. like i promised, i've uploaded some picts which were taken in the past 2 or 3 wks. after nxt wk i have Student Union camp n Hall Camp, n den sch n hostel life will start, while the intimate relationship with my Darling bed at my hoMe sweEt Home will haf to come to a tragic full stop. sigh.

me n maggot, on the day of Shoppin Spree~ wheee~ haha we were so happie. l00k how aDorabLe maggot is. haha! reliving the good 0lD days. tml me n the dhs bballers are gonna meet up at cine! wah full force sia maris coming back fr taiwan.. so cool. even karen is comin along, which i haven seen her since the end of dh days. not as if i miss her... hee. ok i'll not b bad. but im not promising anyting.. *pray i wun suan her too badly tml when i c her.. pray hard*

maggot with her many many shoppin bags. haha she looks like a cute little puppy holdin up the bags for her zhu ren.. so guai. haha~

ok me n my mom at a field trip arnd sg. (u must be thinkin: WHAT?! a field trip arnd SINGAPORE?! got wad tings to trip??) apparantly got. those ulu ulu fish farms, veggie farms, cow farms, n factories manufacturing sausages, buns, otahs etc. places promotin organic stuff n local delights. i'll tahan all the auntis noisy chit-chats for the sake of Food. background: the scenery is fake one. haha. we were at this "hotel" which serves not lousy food w reali MEAGRE portions! when the dessert was served, i was like: "WHAT?! u mean this is IT? its the end??!" i wasn even half full.
*to Huizhi: here's the link to the pict i took of ur mommy n daddy along the field trip~ abit blur thou :)
http://i72.photobucket.com/albums/i171/daisyw0rld/fieldtrip-2.jpg

oh we went to this place which planted alot of xiao3 mai4 cao3 which were supp to b healthy for us. but the taste sucks. so goes the popular but true saying: healthy things taste bad, yummy things r alwaes unhealthy. sigh if only our genes would prompt us to taste healthy things yummy.. there wun b so many deaths due to bad diet now. back to the story. this xiao mai cao place oso sell cacti. for munchin. im serious! i tasted one piece! n im still alive so im livin proof dat its edible. jz dun try it on ur cacti at home. disclaimer: i wun b responsible for any injuries due to swallowed spiny leaves or cacti poisoning.

i went back to my primary sch on its openhouse!! haha my psch can b described as li4 jing4 cang2 sang2.. (for those who knows yunya, does this cheng yu ring a bell??) lol. me psch had been torn down, moved, rebuilt n renamed. from Bedok South Primary School to Bedok Green Primary School, in full view when u travel on mrt fr bedok to tanah merah (or vice versa..) i went back dere cuz my 2 nephews (for those who dun noe me dat well, YEA my sis is married with 2 kids n YEA im an AUNTI liao.. not a super happy one thou. dey veh noisy.) are currently studyin dere. i recognized 4 tchers dere n i talked to 3 of them. dey stil rem me! heh obviously im a good student (n also a naughty one). wish the rest of my classmates were dere with me.. it wuld haf been more fun! the pict shows some of the stuff i used to possess... the song book, the tie (i was Once a prefect, amazed??) n even the pencil box, which was a giveaway thing durin sports day (or was it national day?? if wb, yr, mw, jas, connie, kw, yuying, sharon or whoever knows, do enlighten me k.) i do miss those relac-ing days.. runnin abt barefooted, fighting with the guys, super little homework.. those days i Never felt tired. it felt good. but dat was so long ago.. n memory is now failing me..

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ok these two pictures were taken at sentosa, on two different days. beautiful scenery, dunch u agree?? >.<

ok end of my blogging session. i read some books n copied down the following. hoped they mean something to ya~ (and hor, all the quotations i ever put down in me bloggie r fr books dat i came across, nt fr webbies.. share if u got nice ones!)

A Bedoudin's folk tale shows how hard it can be to control one's attention mechanisms:
A Dervish taught a Bedouin how to make gold out of straw: "Simply put the straw in boiling water" he said, "and stir it for three hours. But remember, while stirring don't ever think of a pink elephant..."

Absence diminishes small loves and increases great ones, as the wind blows out the candle and fans the bonfire. --- Francois, Duc la Rochefoucauld.

Happiness is nothing more than good health and a bad memory. --- Albert Schweitzer.

The heart has reasons that reason knows nothing of. --- Blaise Pascal.

A successful marriage requires falling in love many times, always with the same person. --- Mignon McLaughlin.

Gerrold's Law of Infernal Dynamics:
1. An object in motion will always be heading in the wrong direction.
2. An object at rest will always be in the wrong place.
(my comments: i find this hilarious. this is in relation to Murphy's Law: Whatever can go wrong, will go wrong. evrybody, rem the times when u dropped smthg n it alwaes happened to roll under the heaviest cupboard or to the most inaccessible places? n how the object u've beem lookin for is there the 10th time u looked at the same place?? figure it out. physics students.. think of Newton's laws..)

"Failure Mode Effect" for engineers:
'uncontrolled thermal event' = 'fire'
'unplanned loss of containment' = 'bursting'
'spontaneous rapid disassembly' = 'explosion'
'destructive deceleration' = 'crash'
'collateral damage' = 'civilian deaths'
'ethnic cleansing' = 'genocide'
'friendly fire' = exactly not what it meant.

see ya arnd, guys. hope u enjoyed that :)

2006-07-08T03:44:00.000+08:00

whee~~ hey pple do click on this link, find the 5 or 6 words that best describe me.
http://kevan.org/johari?name=yinyue

its 430am now. i think none of u is shocked to hear dat la. im alwaes such a nocturnal animal, sometimes even viewed as a vampire.
im damn tired now. nite pple.

2006-07-04T23:23:00.000+08:00

this past 2 wks.. alot of stuff happened. last wk had alot of tuitions, earned $270+ thru tuition, setting a record for a wk. last sat i went to cut, dye n highlight my hair again, tried a different hairdresser, but the effect is almost the same as the prev one. so my extra $20 is spent in vain :( cost me $98 in all. abit the xin tong sia.

mon i went shoppin wif maggot. we first agreed to go gym after lunch n a movie but i felt too hot n lethargic so, as expected, it was cancelled. hahaha. we ate pizza for lunch, walao now the huts platter dun haf $6 when u order a meal liao lor, its $10.60 so cheat money one. n we watch Scary Movie 4 at Princess theatre 1 at bedok. its the first time for both of us.. hahaha so *peng* the paper used 4 the tix resemble reciepts more den real tix.. n the theatre was so poorly lit dat we were momentarily blinded as we felt our way to the seats.. we jz grabbed the nearest 2 seats la, cant even see the seats how to see the numbers?!?! haha.

shoppin was damn guo4 yin3 after dat. went far east n hung arnd, bot stuff n met rabbit. heehee maggot said rabbit bcum got more "nv ren wei" le. i think its mayb bcuz she stopped wearin ginna tee shirts which prints ginna stuff. haha aniwae yay ginna rabbit bcum mature rabbit le. lol.

after far east, we went heeren, n hung arnd dere till we decided that we both spent TOO MUCH money for the day. haha n we only managed to shop til the second highest level. we left the topmost level alone lest temptation gave in n we Had to spent more money again. hai. Women. *oops* hee btw i'll post some pict of our shoppin spree nxt time, too lazy to do it now. we each spent close to a hundred. omg.

less than a month to uni life alrdy. oh gosh so many months passed n i saved so little money! haha but i did enjoy life la, so i guess im contented to spend the most of the next 5 yrs sloggin hard for my degree.. hopefully all the girls at my age going on to uni also feel the same way, ganbatte pple! its time to stop WORK n play! less den a mth lo... dun regret when sch start den u say not enoff time to play har...

i reali cant wait for sch to start. n i wonder how hostel life would be. n i wonder if i'll miss my home alot n esp my bed. haha. oh ok mom i'll miss u lar.. >.<

btw, i dun undrstnd y i dun haf archives in my blog. walao now for evry new post i make, one old post disintegrates into thin air.. any websites to recommend that provides html for creating archives? the creator for my blog obviously left it out :(

stpd pop ups on my com. im tryin to forget it is infected but the STPD pop ups nvr failed to remind me n depress me no matter how gd my mood was when i switched it on. sigh.

ok, this is for pple who start to think (or has thought before) abt life being all abt a rat race..
There is some good in this world, and that is worth fighting for. --- Lord Of The Rings.

2006-07-04T01:33:00.000+08:00

haha i got this from fuichin's blog who got this fr her fren. just a way to know more abt me. will update more on my recent life soon cuz recently im v sian these days n my com damn f***ed up these days.. kena virus. damn sian. haha~ hope u guys r doing fine :)

Mark your confessions:
[ ] I'm afraid of the quiet.
[ ] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I'm afraid of the dark.
[ ] I'm afraid of facing my back to open doors at night.
[ ] I am homosexual.
[*] I believe in true love.
[ ] I've ran away from home.
[ ] I listen to political music..
[ ] I collect comic books.
[*] I shut others out when I'm sad. (sometimes la, when i dun feel like being disturbed)
[*] I stayed out all night.
[*] I open up to others easily. (used to, but not exactly so anymore.)
[*] I am keeping a secret from the world. (more than one! dun pester me to tell...)
[ ] I watch the news.
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I love Disney movies.
[ ] I am a sucker for green eyes.
[ ] I don't kill bugs. (sometimes i do, when im bored or when they irritate me.)
[*] I curse once in awhile.
[ ] I have (had) "x"s in my screen name.
[*] I've slipped and fell in public. (once when i was rollerbladin with yuanrong on a rainy day, seen by a dozen or so pple who were avoidin the rain at a nearby shelter >.< and also once when i was at a chalet, bowling alley. it was my first try for the night, i stepped over the line (where friction was drastically reduced) n slipped, fell with a Loud thud. the funniest thg was i knocked down all the pins.. STRIKE! haha..)
[*] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation.
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I bake well.
[ ] I have owned something from Abercrombie.
[*] I have a job. (tuition counted??)
[* ] Talked on a phone for 5+ hours. (wif many of my buddies.. esp maggot.)
[ ] I love Dr. Phil.
[*] I like someone.
[*] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. (used to, during sms. not now anymore.)
[*] I am self-conscious.
[*] I love to laugh. (like a siao zabor.)
[*] I have tried alcohol.
[ ] I drink alcohol on a regular basis.
[ ] I have tried a cigarette.
[ ] I have smoked a pack in one day.
[ ] I loved Lord of the Flies.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I have a few scars.
[*] I've been out of this country.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[***] I love chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[*] I am not comfortable with being me. (sometimes.)
[ ] I play computer games when I'm bored.
[*] Gotten lost in the city. (dun mention it.)
[*] Thought of suicide before. (not serious la. more of thinkin abt how it hurts to die on purpose.)
[ ] Seen a shooting star.
[ ] Had a serious surgery.
[ ] Gone out in public in your pajamas.
[ ] Have kissed a stranger.
[ ] Hugged a stranger.
[ ] Been in a bloody fist fight with someone of the same sex.
[ ]Been in a fist fight.
[ ] Been arrested.
[*] Laughed and had some type of beverage come out of your nose. (usually with bballers.)
[*] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[*] Made out in an elevator.
[*] Swore at your parents.
[*] Kicked a guy where it hurts on purpose. (in kindergarten la... sorrie ws.. heehee.)
[ ] Been skydiving.
[ ] Been bungee jumping.
[ ] Gotten stiches.
[*] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. (chocolate milk..)
[*] Bitten someone. (bad habit of mine in sec sch... i stil do bite ppl sometimes.. so dun annoy me.)
[ ] Been to Niagara Falls.
[*] Gotten the chicken pox.
[ ] Crashed into a car.
[ ] Been to Japan.
[*] Ridden in a taxi.
[ ] Shoplifted.
[ ] Been fired.
[*] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
[ ] Stole something from your job.
[ ] Gone on a blind date.
[ ] Had a crush on a teacher/coach.
[ ] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] Been to Europe.
[ ] Slept with a co-worker.
[ ] Been married.
[ ] Gotten divorced.
[*] Saw someone/something dying. (i tortured ants n big bugs which bugged me or interested me, even nowadays.)
[ ] Driven over 400 miles in one day.
[ ] Been to Canada.
[*] Been on a plane.
[ ] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] Thrown up in a bar.
[*] Eaten sushi.
[ ] Been snowboarding.
[ ] Been skiing.
[*]Been ice skating.
[*] Cried in public. (i noe i did but i cant rem exactly when n where n why.)
[ ] Hate the world.

2006-06-20T22:13:00.000+08:00

ok tis is cool. read, think, n tell me if it's true..

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Moderate
Schizotypal:	Low
Antisocial:	Moderate
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	Very High
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
-- Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Information --

2006-06-19T00:44:00.000+08:00

today ish sunday. super slack day, wake up 3pm, slack arnd, watch tv fr 5 to 10, go eat ba chor mee at blk 85, now online.. haha so pig. on the contrary, ydae was much more fun! ydae was class outin day!! woo-hoo~ eleven pple turned up, not a bad turn out actually. me huixian shimin carol yenmei angela (late as usual, w lots of make-up...) n cliff weekim winghang deyong zhengwei. after a long n boring discussion w lots of objections, we Finali decided to go Breeks. yay. but service there was horrigible. nvr put enoff forks n knives, take away plates n stuff w/o even sayin "can i take this away", politeness: nil. c'mon la we generated near $200 worth of income for their restaurant ydae, cant they appreciate us for payin for their pay?? (kinda rao kou ling.. haha) aniwae, i shall b nice as usual n forgif them for their lack of experience at waitressing n waiterin.

dinner was fun, w alot of small chat. i sat in e middle area so i can talk to both guys n girls whenever i want to. but that does Not mean im half guy half girl. i cant help it if i look both pretty n shuai right?!?! (ok fine no pukin in my blog..) its kinda fun to note the topics involved for the two sexes. girls mostly talk abt uni n jobs, while for guys its soccer n army. expected? after the sharing of impt news, we proceeded on to the usual crap stuff: racist jokes, riddles etc. we basically spoilt the ambience for the rest of the diners n the neighbourin restaurants.. n not to mention takin up alot of space n preventin other customers fr dining.. muahaha~ im evil.

oh, n van made a call to me fr australia!! so cool! she purposely called durin class outin day.. haha n evryone present said hello to her :) however, it was kinda noisy.. n line got cut off when we went into the lift. nvm nvm she's coming back durin end of yr, n she promised a bottle of wine for me! i shall get the girls together to welcome her back~

deyong was consistently complainin dat we ate up his precious soccer time w his other frens at chimes. in e end he n zw went for it, aftr missin at least half the match at 9pm. there was some conflict n confusion over where to proceed aftr dinner. cliff wanted to hang out at some pub, but prob was we din noe which nearby pub is fun. so we sorta agreed to hang arnd n play cards. most of the company went home; some of d girls got wrl nxt day, while some their moms dun allow. cliff din come in e end, u noe y? dat dumbass thot we all left cuz he din c anione aftr gg to toilet. when i finali called him he sae he oreadi in mrt. KAO. walk damn fast lah the rest of us were stil blur blur standin in best denki (taka) waitin for him to appear..

so me carol winghang n weekim were d sole survivors. reduced fr 11 to 4. hai. but jz a right number for daidee n bridge! ha. we bought tix to watch Silent Hill at 1am, n went arnd searchin for cards. lousy guys, din manage to find some. me n carol grabbed a pack at a closin shop, whew. so we sat down at mac n played! alternate daidee n bridge. so fun la thou i din win alot, not at all in daidee. feng shui not good. heh. den wb sae he wan join us. wah he alrdy back at hm fr his grandma's bdae celebratn 11pm le stil so on. haha. but how? cant possibly buy a seat nxt to us at the cinema one lor. n summore muz make winghang go back to cine check out the tix. mafan. i kinda told him off haha so in e end he din come n winghang din hafta go all e way there (it was kinda Far..) 5 is too much for a gd game of cards aniwae, he come oso zobo.. haha~ im MEAN.

the show was gd, preety gd. except for d endin. me n winghang was discussin abt e show all e way back home. we suspected the director intended to haf a sequel to the movie.. even so, he could haf come up w a less Lan endin ba.. at d last few scenes all of us were puttin our hands tog to wish dat the show wun end JUST there. but it did. crap. silent hill....... plot was qt cool. n the little girl qt cute. alot of calafair characters oso. ALL scences which involved the dad shld b cut. he din make any contribution to the rescue of sharon at all lor. so shi bai. n the policewoman oso.. haha why DIN she get into the lift with the mother... the roastin part looked realistic thou. eew. aniwae it was e firz time i actually TALKed to winghang n entered a discussion w him. haha.. i used to think he is preety weird (i stil think so, but at least i feel he's less hostile now..) oh man it took so long? to be frens i mean. near 3 yrs. haha but chi dao hao guo bu dao.. better now den nvr eh? it was interestin to find out dat winghang freaked out at scary movies too.. muahaha~ he dun dare watch ju-on.. haha ok i shall not spill any more beans.. haha..

okies some picts of ydae.. so fun :P
girls power! early birds...
girls power! full force 4 e day.
guess who.. the chicken wing w a new retarded look.. haha winghang dun kill me!!!
guys power.. posing like ming xing.. PUI.

N now.. some inspiration...

Let those Laugh now, who have never laughed before, /And those who always laugh, now Laugh the more.

2006-06-15T13:51:00.000+08:00

yay sat ish class outing again.. wonder who is gonna b present this time. seldom got full force one. so today, bcuz ben3 xiao2 jie3 good mood, i shall put up a few interestin class fotos over the past 2 yrs... im sure ya'all wuld haf a gd laff at dem :)

oh these picts r taken durin last day of sch, n mr R bought a cake for us, the exact one that we bought for him on his bdae :)
this ish the 4 girl gang in my class, forever stuck together. however, each of them cannot b more different den the other.
startin fr e left: brenda the monkey, typical mugger n super conservative, no clubs, no alcohol, however, has no shirts w sleeves at all, w the exception of sch uniforms. *weird* then comes yenmei (i forgot wad animal she is.. can onli rem my elephant seal.. hahaha~) who, in my opinion, is the weirdest one. haha (okok i noe im weird too..) well ym takes sleepin classes in Both lectures n tutorials, but yet she alwaes emerges unscathed, its like there's an angel watchin over her -.-" n she loves all d weird stuff, celery, tomatoes n duno wad eeky stuff all mix tog. ok next come shimin. she pays attention in lectures, but none of us can figure out why, dat she still dun undrstnd a TON of stuff, n when she asks the sleepin beauty nxt to her, she noes. *sigh* life's alwaes unfair, dunch u think? heh. last but not least, carol the elephant (she insists that she's d cutest elephant on earth, but how can such a MASSIVE creature b cute? beats me.)
jiansheng, with his trademark ginna grin, seldom caught on camera, but i did it!! yay~ n brenda, lookin stupid standin nxt to the stupid sign on the sch field. until now i stil dun undrstnd wads e pt of a field if u dun allow pple to walk/run on it. i miss dunman field!! aniwae, dunch u tink they resemble a couple? the former easy to bully, the latter a tyrant. muahaha!

a typical class scene, caught on tape. vidhi was quarellin w mr R over some childish issue i bet, cuz i cant rem wad happened. good timing, considerin my hp's cam alwaes lag one sec.. im gonna miss those squabbling days.. u noe, i usually was part of the squabblin gang. my opponents: cliff, jinrong, jiansheng, weeboon, deyong, junguang, n majority of the guys. dats cuz im a proponent of the fairer sex. heh.

ok now for the act cool club. of cos dun haf my pict lah. im alrdy cool no need act le =p the former ish e two normally 'diam-est' in class, but once they open their mouth, its prob some lame remark or some sarcastic remark. mr charcoal n mr yong (i heard he went arnd introducin himself as just Yong during first orientation.. another weirdo.) its terribly hard to get a pict of dem smilin, esp the one w folded arms.. haha.. so u ppl r lucky this 2 soccer guys r smilin for the last day of sch. the pict nxt to dat ish the chicken wing n the mighty lizard. they were actually foolin arnd, but when i ask dem to take pict, they purposely made this pose. so typical..

cliffaniny n the mighty lizard. being as loving n as gay as usual. seems like they shld haf been employed to star in brokeback mountain instead.. sure win more den one oscar award.. the latter, a memorable pict of our dearestest treasurer, n all e frowns n screamins dat accompanied those collection days.. so ironic dat he's smiling for the cam.. haha.

CENSORED. the mighty lizard is being raped!

ohhh.. family photo of the guys. so sad i dun haf a pict of the girls.. i tink its qt well taken :)

*sigh* i do miss those squabbling days.. ok.. time to be philosphical.. quote of d day (even thou the last thing i feel now is emptiness..):

Among the great things which are found among us the existence of Nothing is the greatest. -- Leonardo da Vinci

2006-06-12T21:24:00.000+08:00

THIS IS SUCH A -FREAKIE- DAY.

Nothing went right today. i went to east coast today determined to do some running, a thg foreign to me since those naphfa days.. however, upon reachin dere, my muscles defied my instructions n displayed an astonishin lack of co-ordination, obviously displayed in my extreme breathlessness after just ONE round arnd the lake nxt to the hawker centre. aaargh. i took a loooong time to recover my breathe, again showin how unfit i am after so many mths of bummin. den i decided i wuld run 2 more rounds. *sigh* i ended up runnin jz HALF round more b4 i stopped.. for good. okie. dat wasnt the worst. nxt part is censored. u can ask me in person wad happened at e fitness corner.

aniwae, i left EC arnd 930am. after i got home, i bummed for arnd 4hrs, den decided i wan to eat burger king to lift my moods. n do some shoppin b4hand at ntuc for tidbits dat can occupy me in e middle of e night. so i took my time to pick lotsa goodies, n proceeded to pay at e cashier. i opened my big brown bag to retrieve my money. *bingo* i forgot my wallet. *#^%&!+$*!# no tidbits. no lunch.

so i threw my basket of goodies in a corner, took off for home n picked up my stupid pouch tt contained both my hp n money n bank card (u see, w/o my hp i culdn even call my mom for help). i had wanted to go back ntuc to collect my readily picked basket of goodies, but decided against it eventually since its kinda far. since im still hungry, i went to e hawker centre opp sch to eat my fav duck rice fr my fav stall. WHAT THE HELL. the shop was closed. in a fit of anger, i stomped home, n settled for maggi mee. case closed. the only gd thg dat came out fr e aftn incident? --> no money spent. my mom spent a good amt of time snigglin at me.

the unlucky day wasnt over. today ish e finale of So You Think You Can Dance. last chance to see my dearest dan keraty (other den d videos stored in my hp..). i hurried home after dinnerin at bedok pizza hut w my family. sat patiently by the tv. my crazy korea die-hard sis sat stuck to the tv screen n continued to b obsessed by d "yi dao" new series she bought, similar to da chang jin, onli e girl is replaced by e guy (she's still at the tv NOW. i doubt she'll stop for least 2 more hrs). so i wait n wait n wait n wait. my clock showed 8.02pm. i pestered her to change to ch5. aftr much pesterin (my mom supported my sis.. *#^%&!+$*!#) n wthhhhhhh.... it alrdy started!!!!! can u imagine how heartbroken i was?!?! i nvr missed ANY episode except the 2nd one, n dat was a million yrs ago! i even put off tuition so dat i culd watch! i checked d tv listings n found out dat it started at 730. omg i nearly fainted. not of shock, but of anger. damn, i nearly broke the poor remote control which found itself in my hand. aniwae, i was kinda too angry to enjoy e remainin show maximally. melody n nick emerged as d winnin couple, jamiya third n ashley fourth, nick first. i was kinda disappointed. i like melody more. okie. bad end to the bad day. hai.

n now my mom is naggin at me cuz i slammed d mouse (i culdn rem ashley's name jz now n was complainin out loud). freakin hope tml wuld b better. two tuitions. money alwaes make the day seem better. hopefully.

Nature is neither kind nor cruel but indifferent. -- A Devil's Chaplain by Richard Dawkins

2006-06-11T00:13:00.000+08:00

okie here r e picts i wanted to post! enjoy~

dis is chewy!! cheryl's dog. cheryl ish me junior in tj. isnt chewy adorable??!! dis pict is now my hp's wallpaper.. haha makes me smile evrytime i c it:) i went cherry's place to play bball w her n her two bros the other day. we won bothh games! but den, i tink is her bros play a lax game. whatever. we stil won. muahaha~ scores: 7-5 and 7-6. woo-hoo~

my prev wrking places! haha the former is at Seafood International Restaurant.. err.. i added a mouth to the lobster thru some editing a long time ago.. haha.. cant remove it now.. but im sure most of u now where it is.. along ECP. the nxt pict is my manager mr chew. he not wrkin dere le.. retire to some good old place to enjoy life.. such a nice person. w/o him arnd im not gg back to dat place. make me wrk so hard for so little money (compared to tuitionin.. haha) the last one is taken at best denki, taka. i promoted that GPS thg. qt a failure at it actually. *sigh.*

mr rajesh!! my jc form tcher :) he's so corny. miss his jokes..
pk n maris! my sec bball buddies. wonder how chubby maris is now.. haha she's comin back durin july~ hopefully we'll org one successful outing to relive the good old days.. heh heh.
vanessa! my blur-queen jc fren~ she's away in aussie now, coming back end of yr hopefully.. ahah~ im waiting for goodies fr her! lol. she come back c her 'ahem ahem' la.. not to c me one :(

will b back w more picts (of meself! arent ya excited?!?! muahaha~)

ok here's the sayin of d day:
What's history, but a fable agreed upon? -- Napoleon Bonaparte

2006-06-10T07:20:00.000+08:00

heh heh. i was browsing thru some webbies n one led me to this. i did alot of the blogthings but onli chose a few gd ones. some r simply CRAP. well, cant believe my stress level is 36%. i thot it shld b lower den dat, considerin the slacko life im leadin right this moment. but i guess it also takes into account how uptight i was back durin exam time.. so its kinda balanced. i like the next survey! haha, or rather the results. im lightning!! scary, but i qt fascinating.. i used to like wild storms w lightning, but onli at home. if dat happens in sch its damn ke xi lah... missed out on a gd day of slp. haha~ hmm. n im onli 34% evil. most of the evil r done durin my childhood la, im more amicable n caring now.. (ur notallowed to disagree.) okay.. the 5 values one.. kinda extreme, but i dun deny qt abit of it is true. im a hard friend to haf, once u noe me long enough. as for the next one.. its totally outta the way. haha. music, art n history???? forget it. wads theology? n philospohy is onli for spare time la. so its one hopeless quiz. erm. i'll leave u to ponder over the last one.......

You Are Lightning

Beautiful yet dangerous
People will stop and watch you when you appear
Even though you're capable of random violence

You are best known for: your power

Your dominant state: performing

What Type of Weather Are You?

You Are 34% Evil

A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well.
In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.

How Evil Are You?

Your Values Profile

Loyalty:

You value loyalty a fair amount.
You're loyal to your friends... to a point.
But if they cross you, you will reconsider your loyalties.
Staying true to others is important to you, but you also stay true to yourself.

Honesty:
You don't really value honesty.
You do value getting your way, no matter what.
And if a little lying is required to do that, no problem.
A few white lies never hurt anyone (at least, that's what you tell yourself!)

Generosity:
You don't really value generosity.
Your needs always come first, no matter what.
And you'll possibly help someone else out...
But only if it helps you in return.

Humility:
You don't really value humility.
You don't have much to be humble about!
And you might as well promote yourself, because no one else will.
You're a pretty special person, and you let everyone know it.

Tolerance:
Not only do you prefer to be around people very similar to you...
They're the only kind of people you'll tolerate.
You know what you believe in, and you don't like to deviate from that.
You don't hate people who are very different - you just don't want to be around them.

The Five Factor Values Test

Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking

You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal.
You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk.

You should major in:

Philosophy
Music
Theology
Art
History
Foreign language

What Should You Major In?

Your Hair Should Be Pink

Hyper, insane, and a boatload of fun.
You're a traveling party that everyone loves to follow.

What's Your Funky Inner Hair Color?

2006-06-09T11:44:00.000+08:00

yay~~ i consider my blog to b fully ready! woo-hoo~! consider the hours i put in....... 6 hrs lookin for my ideal blog template, up to 12 hrs tryin to add thgs like the chatterbox, counter, music etc, n make e colours match. din even haf time to blog. jz when i wanted to blog at 8am, my stpd blog broke down (actu, its e system, not e blog, but what the. im stil pissed).

oh well, hope the music is fun. haha. n congrats to pple to finali got into this blog after the first try. the letters L I F E arent v outstandin, i agree. haha but dats wad makes it Nice!! i love my bloggie! heh heh.

there's a reason behind why i use "daisyworld" la. its not dat im intendin to be renamed Daisy or whatever. its actually a "world" created by scientists (evolutionists, to b specific) on the computer to simulate the likely events of the earth at an early stage. something to do with light-coloured daisies, dark-coloured daisies, temp of the earth, and of cos, evolution and natural selection. u mite like to read up on this, its qt interestin :)

to quote fr James Lovelock, who coined the term Gaia:
"Daisy, Daisy... I wrestled with the problem of reducing the complexity of life and its environment to a simple scheme that could enlighten without distorting."

hmm. how intriguing.
for those who havent been in contact w me for some time, here's waa brief summary of the caveman-like life ive been leading these days:

future life --> in ntu takin biomed science + trad chi med (nono, being a sin-seh is not my only choice of job... but at least im spared fr physics n maths...)
working state --> been jobfree for at least 3 mths le. b4 dat i did a job for 1.5 mths promotin some GPS crap. been stationed at PS n Taka. super low pay + standin whole day. stupid. i went back to seafood int restaurant during CNY period, earned qt a sum... but almost all of dat is gone liao... my savings for these hols cant exceed 500 bucks. so sad lah..
tuitionin --> so im onli gainfully occupied w tuitionin... but it has been so pathetic recently. the onli person i see wkly is my pri2 kid, ella (short for daniella), n 40 a wk to get on by.. cant even enjoy the Great Singapore Sale! cuz my sec 2 kid vivian went overseas for a mth. no money for me. n im not seein my sec 4 kid thana frequently either. dat explains the extreme shortage of cash. wth, its even -ve sometimes, gotta withdraw cash fr savings.. sigh.
back at home --> lately im obsessed w perfecting my blog. previously was tv and books. i could practically name all d shows on ch 5, 8 n U which r showin after 6pm everyday. as for books, i like non fiction books dealin w astronomy n evolution mainly, w books of other genre in btw. n b4 these two addictions, i tried c00kin. nah, ur eyes arent lying, n its not a typo. i DID try. mastered onli 4 dishes thou. muahaha~

ok. maybe by now ur sobbin n prayin for a better life for me. thanks, but im realie okie. haha more den okie, rather. bumming's so fun! u dun need to haf al0t of money to b happie, but i dun deny muz at least haf s0me la.. (well, my 's0me' is $40 a wk lor...)

... oh man. i wanta post some pics but my bloggie got prob again :( so sad. another time den.

2006-06-07T07:42:00.000+08:00

ohhhhh.. i eventually decided that i want THIS template for my blog. been pretty indecicive over three choices, all v unique in their own way, with totally different themes. hmmm. but i settled for e simpliest one, cuz i feel it reflects me the most --- i guess most pple would see me as i fun person w a Loud voice, n funny too (i hope. jz in case i alwaes make c0ld jokes...). another one is kinda abstract, v nice but i think too aaarty for me le. im not an aaarty sorta person. haha. n e last one is too controversial. haha i shall N0t elaborate.

okies. these days are pretty much e same. jobfree (ahh.. is dat a blessing or a curse??) n stuck w e same old routine --- sleep, eat, watch tv (so u think u can dance!!! must watch! its the finals le!), go tuition, stuff myself w books, go online (a recent addition...). dats abt all, i guess. such a pathetic life...

so envious of fuifui.. she gets to go japan!!! so unfair. but then again, lifes nvr fair. like the theme of my blog:
That's life. Good thing it's short.
(im not usually pessimistic thou. haha~)

2006-05-29T22:51:00.000+08:00

been a quiet monday. i love watchin 'So you think you can Dance'. dan is a great judge, he's so cute! aww...
okies i'll stop being huachi.
hi there all me frrrens out dere. yea finali finali im online. finali finali i start a blog n get friendster (going to...) but dats jz SO me rite? i hate IT stuff. n i keep a hand written diary. i still prefer it thou. heh. this thg here is fer ya pple to noe abit more abt my secluded life...

27th may 2006 --- saturday

plaed bball w maggot. muahaha~ its been so long, old buddy! dunch u SIMPLY miss those days?!! aniwae, dun b mistaken, im not going nutty by playin ball w a wormie n torturin it. in fact, "it" is not an "it", but a "she". haha my gd fren sw in dhs.. as for the nickname.. its a looong storie. some other day perhaps. haha..

right. gotta sign off now. and, if ur having a bad day, remember this:

Shit happens. But shit also makes the garden grow.